Two weeks from today I will be in a moving truck somewhere between Nashville and Denver. This is it...a fresh start and another shot at happiness.
Lately several people have mentioned my "track record," Ok, I get it. I moved to Georgia only to find out that wasn't meant to be and moved back home. I attempted a move to Oregon and then went back home six weeks later. The difference between this move compared to the previous two is that this time my happiness depends solely on me. ME. That's it..no one else. Of course I am not happy to leave behind my family and friends again, but for me, right now, I would be less happy staying in Tennessee and going through the same old motions.
Most may see this as just another "Erin-move" (move for a little while only to go right back home.) Ok, so it may be. What if it does turn out like the last two moves? That's just a risk I am willing to take again. It if doesn't work out, I know I can always go home. BUT...what if it is AMAZING?! What if I find everything I am looking for and more?
Some people may live their lives by asking the "what ifs," but this girl isn't. I would never be happy with myself if I was fearful of what the future holds and made decisions based on my "track record." No matter what happens, no one can ever blame me for not trying, and that makes me happy already!!!
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